Now I Know

Theres a degree how u missed someone. Miss someone when u got nothing to do then u think about him. Missed dearly that you cant even to wait for morning just to call him.

Now I know its clearly how it was. I am so foolish to think that i will always get the same feeling like before. The same treatment like before. Obviously I am just a side kick. Needed when you feel like it.

3rd day was expecting his call. Eagerly waited till 8.00am(LON) no calls yet until I have to call myself. Bullshit he says he missed me but not even to proof to show how he missed me so much. I am so stupid of thinking about him every seconds of my life. But yet he only thinks about me when he free.

Decided not to take any of his call today. Let it be coz he dont even bothered at all. he tried to call me 3 times today. But no messages from him.

Whatever it is..it shows...and it shows not only for  the first time........

I cant tell you what it really is

I can tell you what it feels like

And right now, there's a steal knife in my windpipe,

I cant't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight

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